Ow!

Kidney stones suck ass. Like getting jackhammered in the balls, only without the foreplay and rough sex. Psh. What a loss...

Misury

Random

Random

Your perceptions and my feelings are two different things. Do not force me to see things the way you want me to and I won't subject you to understanding my feelings.
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Do not take me for granted. So long as you are still having good times does it really matter how many bad times might happen in between?
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Your reality and mine are two very different places. I see things differently than you do and I'm ok with that. Speaking of which... wtf planet are you from anyway?! xD

Just random things I thought up. Lol.

Misury

Yuppers

It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood... I was brought from my slumber this morning by Nicole's txt message at around 8 am. Stayed in bed contemplating my day until 9. Finally got up and got ready. It's really odd.. the things you think about when you simply shut out the outside world and just enjoy your solitude. Anyways, gotta run some errands and then I'm going to go do something outside I think. Have a good day kids! I'll post some new pics later that I took over the past few days. :)

Misury

Addendum to St. Pat's

Hey kids... thought I'd put up a few pics from the other day. :)

Good times

Just chilling at my Mom's waiting for Sunday dinner to be ready and thought I'd take a moment to post. I worked until 5:30 last night at Staples and then immediately changed and ran to Appleton to meet everyone at my aunt's place. We drank and celebrated Tom's birthday and had a damn fine time! Then I broke ranks and headed over to Kevin and Kate's place for some more drinking... man, did I mention I love St. Patty's Day?! xD Stayed there until about 12:30 and then headed to a bar in Menasha to chill with fam and friends for the rest of the night. All in all it turned out to be a really tight night and I had a ton of fun! Got LOTS of pics but haven't put any up yet... eventually I will get around to it. ;) Well I hope you all had a great time too!

Misury

Not bad

I like this blogger setup. They allow custom javascripting and such. Added a chat feature to my page so if I'm online you can chat with me realtime. All hail Meebo!!! xD

On another note, I miss my newly found friend Nicole. She just doesn't have any time for me anymore. When I do hear from her it's only briefly and in the form of a text message or two and then she's gone again. Newly found and newly lost I guess. =/

Other than the usual life's not too bad. Working a lot lately. Picked up some new computer customers too. Nothing much else to report right now.

Grrr

I'm not going to get into a bunch of details... People just make me mad and sad. Especially when they totally pull a 180. You think things are good. Then they just slap you across the face when you least expect it. Trust is always given freely but when you burn me it's really hard for me to be there when you decide that you wanna talk. Worst part is I don't think they realize they do it sometimes but it makes me feel like I've done something wrong.

Misury

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry
That I bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to Talk To,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy


I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I've been there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
If I answer my phone all the time when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care. But most of all

I'm sorry
For always being sorry

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you talk all night about how you wish you could have done something different.