Tis the season....

Yeah, so I was sick all week. Sucks. Christmas is coming up and as usual I'm totally unprepared. Go figure. Other than that it's all been work, work, work.

Grrr

I fucking HATE drama.

New days

Well the end of my lease is here. I was originally going to move in with my friend Mike Brahe but things didn't quite turn out. So since I've already ended my utilities come the end of this week I needed to take action. I'm going to move into an apartment on Airport Road in Menasha. It's just on the opposite side of the block from my Aunt Kathy's duplex. I won't have internet for a bit until I get it installed, but I guess that's how things go, huh? Well gtg.

Misury

I'll be there...

I 'll be there
when all your dreams are broken
to answer your unspoken prayers
when the little things you're doing
don't turn out right
don't you worry darling
I'll be there

I'll miss you
and in my dreams I'll kiss you
and wish you luck on your new affair
so baby if you need me
all you have to do is call me
and don't you worry darling
I'll be there

there whenever you need to know
that there is someone who cares
so if your new love
isn't a true love
don't you worry darling
I'll be there

ohh I'll be there
don't you worry darling
cuz you know I'll be there
don't you worry....

Lonely

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down
As I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes
You forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now, can't you see something's missing
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life?
What's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

It's okay
It's okay

Tears

Two teardrops were floatin' down the river
One teardrop said to the other
I'm from the soft blue eyes of a woman in love
I'm a tear of joy she couldn't carry
She was so happy she just got married
I was on her cheek when she wiped me away with her glove
I could tell from the look on her face she didn't need me
So I drifted on down and caught me a ride to the sea

The other tear said we've got a connection
I'm a tear of sorrow born of rejection
I'm from the sad blue eyes of her old flame
She told him they would be lifelong companions
Left him with questions and not any answers
I was on his cheek as he stood there calling her name
I could tell he had a lot of my friends for company
So I drifted on down and caught me a ride to the sea

Oh the ocean's a little bit bigger tonight
Two more teardrops somebody cried
One of them happy and one of them bluer than blue
The tide goes out and the tide comes in
And someday they'll be teardrops again
Released in a moment of pleasure or a moment of pain
Then they drift on down and ride to the sea again

Ive been standing here
Waiting for you
But I don't quite know
What I'm gonna do
So I drag my heels and
I scratch the dust

I see the rain clouds forming
The dream is disappearing
And I need it more than you
But you've got the power with you

You told me lies to protect the truth
But you won't admit
What you're really gonna do
So you hold me to ransom
Every chance you get
And you tie me down
So I'm a broken man

I see the future fading
The dream is disappearing
And I need it more than you
But you've got the power with you

Your words are out of touch
But they don't help me much
cause I fear the fear of falling
You seem to hear no warning
Your words are out of touch
This dream won't come to much
cause I fear the fear of falling
Why can't you hear me calling
Forever calling

You change the rules
The color of your skin
And then slam the door
So I cant reach in
Ive tried so hard to be heard
So you think you know it all
But I'll steal the last word

Ive watched the daylight fading
The dream is disappearing
And I need it more than you
But you've got the power with you

Your words are out of touch
But they don't help me much
cause I fear the fear of falling
You seem to hear no warning
Your words are out of touch
Your dream wont come to much
cause I fear the fear of falling
Why cant you hear my warning

The dream is disappearing
cause you've got
The power with you

So here we are
This dream has gone too far ...